A Long, Wee aha
Posted on Dec 31st, 2006
by 
Bobbi
Bobbi
I've been so challenged lately with accessing my "guides". I've become quite attached to receiving my AHA's and they simply weren't happening (hence the challenge!)
As I was lying in bed listening to nothing, trying to connect with whatever Higher Power I thought would decide to connect with me, I suddenly got it. The "Secret". The missing piece that has alluded me my entire life and the answer to the chaos and turmoil I feel all too often these days.
This "Secret" didn't come as an epiphany. It didn't have any hoopla worth making a movie about - it came to me simply as a fact. A small fact. Something that my 4 year old niece could have told me, something I've heard for years but never got at a cellular level - until now.
As I lay in bed, the "Secret" that came to me, was whispered to me: Love.
That's it.
I know, I was let down at first too, until my very next breath when I Got it. With a capital G. Meaning I Got it at a cellular level - it rippled throughout my entire BEING.
For me, manifestation is not about asking, it's not about being willing to receive or allow or whatever term you choose. It's not about having control, being in control or being able to see the future - it's not even about seeing. Manifestation has everything to do with those and nothing to do with it. It's not about being clear and direct and focusing and concentration and taking this step or planning that - for me anyways.
The "Secret" to manifestation for me is simply the energy of Love. The more I authentically BEcome Love, the more wonderful things will show up in my life. My job isn't to plan and figure out and be specific or any of those things. It's to simply BE LOVE.
If I'm BEING Love, I can only attract those things that allow me to BE Love. How can I anticipate what that looks like? Why would I want to? If I know I'm going to receive those things, those experiences, those emotions that allow me to BEcome even more LOVE, why would I need to plan, to predict, to anticipate?
Going back to my other AHA's, I realized what all these AHA's were telling me: I can only see with the emotion I choose to see with. I can only receive with my predominant emotion. If it's not Love predominating, then I'm limiting myself from bigger and better things.
I'm not in control of my Reality - I'm the Manager of who I am BEING, which dictates my Reality. If I'm being anxious, then I create a Reality to ensure I am anxious. If I'm being fearful, then of course my Reality will include those things to perpetuate that fear. If I'm being confused, then my Reality will attract more opportunities for confusion.
But if I'm BEing Love, I will create a Reality that BEcomes and is loving - for myself and everyone I come into contact with. And that's the answer I've been looking for all my life: "How can I succeed and help everyone around me succeed too?"
I now have my answer.
In Dan Millman's book "The Life You Were Born To Live" I am a 29/11 - Born to lead by example. I never knew what that really meant until now. This is all suddenly BEcoming so clear and yet surprisingly so normal...
xxB
As I was lying in bed listening to nothing, trying to connect with whatever Higher Power I thought would decide to connect with me, I suddenly got it. The "Secret". The missing piece that has alluded me my entire life and the answer to the chaos and turmoil I feel all too often these days.
This "Secret" didn't come as an epiphany. It didn't have any hoopla worth making a movie about - it came to me simply as a fact. A small fact. Something that my 4 year old niece could have told me, something I've heard for years but never got at a cellular level - until now.
As I lay in bed, the "Secret" that came to me, was whispered to me: Love.
That's it.
I know, I was let down at first too, until my very next breath when I Got it. With a capital G. Meaning I Got it at a cellular level - it rippled throughout my entire BEING.
For me, manifestation is not about asking, it's not about being willing to receive or allow or whatever term you choose. It's not about having control, being in control or being able to see the future - it's not even about seeing. Manifestation has everything to do with those and nothing to do with it. It's not about being clear and direct and focusing and concentration and taking this step or planning that - for me anyways.
The "Secret" to manifestation for me is simply the energy of Love. The more I authentically BEcome Love, the more wonderful things will show up in my life. My job isn't to plan and figure out and be specific or any of those things. It's to simply BE LOVE.
If I'm BEING Love, I can only attract those things that allow me to BE Love. How can I anticipate what that looks like? Why would I want to? If I know I'm going to receive those things, those experiences, those emotions that allow me to BEcome even more LOVE, why would I need to plan, to predict, to anticipate?
Going back to my other AHA's, I realized what all these AHA's were telling me: I can only see with the emotion I choose to see with. I can only receive with my predominant emotion. If it's not Love predominating, then I'm limiting myself from bigger and better things.
I'm not in control of my Reality - I'm the Manager of who I am BEING, which dictates my Reality. If I'm being anxious, then I create a Reality to ensure I am anxious. If I'm being fearful, then of course my Reality will include those things to perpetuate that fear. If I'm being confused, then my Reality will attract more opportunities for confusion.
But if I'm BEing Love, I will create a Reality that BEcomes and is loving - for myself and everyone I come into contact with. And that's the answer I've been looking for all my life: "How can I succeed and help everyone around me succeed too?"
I now have my answer.
In Dan Millman's book "The Life You Were Born To Live" I am a 29/11 - Born to lead by example. I never knew what that really meant until now. This is all suddenly BEcoming so clear and yet surprisingly so normal...
xxB
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February 2008
I was awakened at my usual time to be meditating before going to work ( not today) and discovered you online, so I was guided to look at your wonderful blog ahas.
Thanks for the service you provide to humanity in your Being and Is-ness of Love.
Blessed Is,
Jeremiah
BEing the change we wish to see. This description of real-izing that is inspiring. Thank you for sharing.
lightenup
Wow, Bobbi, what a way to start the New Year, both for yourself and for us. Thanks.
Amazing! Simple and yet very profound. Very moving cognition. Deep and wonderful ramifications there. I'm familiar with that realization myself. - LOVE -
From my perspective it seems like that little book I sent you is still having some effects, BEing the Love is one of it's most important themes…Now and Always….
What do you think?
Thanks for sharing the AHAs, big and small. I guess they're all the same really.
Love One Another
Hello Bobbi,
“Love” to me is a very difficult thing to define because the word is used to describe so many things we call love. In my book I have entered an epiphany from which it is obvious that “Love” is not a Reality and I have elsewhere tried to describe various “loves”. This is not easy and the difficulty stems from the inability to 'bring to the mind' clearly what I conceptualise in Thought, and then put that into words, so often so inadequate! It seems to me that we need to clearly identify all the types of things we call “love” (these are mostly, perhaps all but one, emotional) and give all but one new names. This would be a huge task because there are not only different types but different interpretations according to the individual!
Anyway, having wasted everyones time by waffling on let me give you a link to something I recently wrote which involves this subject. Click here.